The Path of Remembrance

I don't feel very human inside

The Path of the Bridge

This past year, the key of my life has been turning to a great degree. I went from being an atheist to a spiritual agnostic. I know there is something else, but it exists in the space between the belief systems people have created. It is an enigma.

I have been on a journey I did not realize was one of remembrance. It was a time gifted to me where I am not working and not distracted. During a Hemi-sync meditation with the Monroe Institute, I encountered a presence identified as Sirian from when I was visited as a young girl. I was told I am a “light child”, though I admit that labels give me the ick. I do not care for the jargon of New Age spirituality but I understand human beings find labels and names much easier to navigate when we have mostly language as our main tool. I only know that I feel different, and I know this is not my first time here.

The Blueprint of a Healer (and Dreamer)

My astrological profile, rooted in a Scorpio Sun and Mercury in the 8th house, explains my drive to explore the mysteries of life, death, and transformation. My Pisces rising makes me a natural conduit, a bridge between the physical and the unseen. This explains why my dream world and writing about it comes so naturally to me.

• The Astrological Function: This is not just a personality trait; it is my function.

• The Mayan Calibration: My Mayan signature, the Blue Solar Hand, confirms this through its focus on healing and the realization of intentions. The Blue Hand is about accomplishing through knowing, and that is exactly what I am doing now.

To dive deeper into my Mayan signature, the Blue Hand represents healing, while my guide, the Blue Night, connects me to the dream world and the unconscious. My challenge is the Red Earth, which represents the need to stay grounded. The hidden gift I am bringing forward is the White Wizard, related to shamanism and the ability to see through illusions. Finally, the Yellow Human suggests I must surround myself with people who encourage free will and exploration.

In a meditation recently, I saw a personal symbol come to me when I asked my purpose. A representation of being between worlds. Between the conscious and unconscious worlds. I also have glyphs I chose to be tattooed on me many years ago before my awakening that signify transitioning, protection and exploration.

The Dreams Came Knocking

My dreams began to tell me stories when I asked who I am. I saw underwater temples and Atlantis. I read hieroglyphs, specifically the words “Sokar-Ata,” which signify a force of transformation. I was told this means “blessings to be reborn,” though I am not an expert in Ancient Egyptian linguistics. I met an Orisha from the Yoruba tribe who told me to remember my true self. I have had dreams of shamanic animals guiding me and ancestors appearing with drums while I use sound for energy healing. I have even had dreams of saving people from a great flood during the times of the Mayans and Ancient Egypt at Saqqara, an ancient healing center.

I’ve had out of body experiences now where I am an entirely different being altogether. An insectoid/crustacean breed told me that I am on a mission to protect humanity in the astral. It is very odd, I know.

But I realize now that these were not just random images. I am here to retrieve collective messages from the dream state and support healing with my hands. Whether it is Reiki or another form of energy healing, it is a deep calling that I have.

I see now that I am a facilitator of remembrance, healing, and crossing over to the other side. With my father being terminally ill and already supporting a friend with cancer after my husband’s cancer triggered my awakening, it is all staring me in the face. I also want to help others access their own subconscious through trance states and dreams so they realize their true potential in the physical, grounded life. It is not about escaping reality, it is about living from love and experiencing what it means to be human with the toolkit of accessing the subconscious and the space beyond the veil.

I am a bridge between worlds, the conscious and subconscious. My past lives, I believe, include healing the sick and aiding transformation, with deep connections to the archetypes and frequencies of Sekhmet (Goddess of Duality and Personal Transformation), Sokar (God of the Underworld), Saqqara, Sirius (wisdom keepers), the Pleiades (heart-centered healing), and Atlantis. Typing that out still gives me the “ick,” but clearly, I am being asked to pay attention this time. I don’t have any science to back this up, which makes it extremely hard for me to accept, but I am still exploring. Things will unfold as they do with the rhythms of life.

When you piece it all together by listening, it finally makes sense. My work is not to get lost in the stars, but to bring the medicine back to us, this is who we are inside, we need to remember this. By anchoring these ancient, ethereal insights into the very real, often painful human experience of illness and healing, I am learning that the most profound transformation happens right here in the physical. We are not just human beings having a spiritual experience; we are bridges, tasked with embodying love in a world that desperately needs to remember its own light.

So how can we remember? well first, be patient, be still and listen. You already know.

If any of this resonates with you, please comment below or feel free to send me a message :)